I’m listening to one of my sister’s mix CDs that her good friend made for her. It started off really impressive (Tracks #1-3 are so beautiful and haunting) but then it broke the mother of all mixtape rules! It started having multiple songs by the same artist…tsk tsk…you can’t just do that to fill up space, ya know. I guess I really can’t complain about a 13 year old who already has such wicked taste in music. Maybe my sister will pick up something new. In the meantime, I will teach her friend how to make a proper mix CD.
Tracklisting:
01. “Mad World” - Gary Jules
02. “For The Widows In Paradise; For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti” - Sufjan Stevens
03. “Running Up The Hill” - Placebo
04. “Breathe” - Anna Nalick
05. “Cut” - Plumb
06. “Breathe Me” - Sia
07. “Empty Corridors” - Luke Pickett
08. “Bring Me Flowers” - Hope
09. “Who Am I To say?” - Hope
10. “Samson” - Regina Spektor
11. “Bartender” - Regina Spektor
12. “December” - Regina Spektor
13. “Carbon Monoxide” - Regina Spektor
14. “Hide and Seek” - Imogen Heap
15. “The Walk” - Imogen Heap
I listened to the Peter Bjorn & John album Writer’s Block at HMV today and really fell in love. Must get my own copy soon. Joshua Radin has posted a remix done by Imogen Heap of his Yaz cover “Only You” on his Myspace page for streaming - it sounds beautiful. Remember he’s playing @ El Mocambo April 11th.
I had a great day off work today and spent it with my little sister. She’s growing up so fast. I’m trying to hang out with her every chance I get because I don’t want to miss out on anything, especially because one day we won’t live in the same house anymore. We had Lick’s for lunch (best burgers evarr) to start off with. Then we saw Blades of Glory which is extremely funny (It’s no Borat, but it’s well worth watching). I was laughing so hard during some scenes I was seriously crying. I’m a figure skating fan so it was cool to see all the cameos and all the funny stereotypes. I thought the cast did a great job, especially my girl Pam Beesley. I think Jenna Fischer should do more comedic roles outside of The Office. We had a nice, long walk all the way from Yonge/Eglinton to the Eaton Centre and then down Queen to Sushi Time for dinner. Oh, and green apple bubble tea ended the night. Yum.
I’m having shit luck getting a decent price for a round-trip flight to Vancouver this July. I’m still majorly pissed at Harmony for fucking over my travel plans by deciding to go bankrupt. I’m not getting my refund for another 8-12 weeks?! ARGH.
Joining the Facebook community has turned out to be more than just a fun time waster. I’ve actually been able to re-connect with a lot of old school mates which has been very interesting. It’s nice to see that the majority of us has grown up and I’m totally in this reminiscing kind of mood with all the memories coming back. I even broke out an old high school year book today! I’m such a sappy person. Not only did it make me think about old friends and enemies (though I’m really not focusing on that crap anymore - all is pretty much forgiven), it made me think about myself and how I’ve changed. I’m not going into specific dramas, but I didn’t always have a happy childhood and I was quite withdrawn from others at school. I was painfully shy even all the way up to high school graduation. Like a lot of people, I felt I couldn’t relate to my classmates and only had a small group of select friends. Even with these friends, I didn’t always feel free to be myself (but I guess I didn’t really know myself back then). At times I desperately wanted to fit in and be popular, but the more I tried, the more I failed. That’s when I really got into music and started making tons of friends in the music scene. I was secretly so bitter and angry with most people I met in high school. Cliques and stereotypes and all the rumors and backstabbing was so dumb yet it was so hard to ignore.
University turned out to be a lot better. Being surrounded by real academically-inclined, open, modern, intelligent thinkers really made me happy. I told myself that I would change and consciously reminded myself everyday that I could be a better, more well-rounded person. Unfortunately, I still didn’t end up making a ton of real friends, but at least I grew more and more sure of myself each passing year. I went to A LOT of rock shows (at least twice a week) and made tons more music buddies. I still adore being surrounded by good music.
Post-graduation has turned out to be the time of my life though. Everything is just falling into place. I’ve never been happier than I am right now and I am so sure of myself and what I want out of life. I love my job and have made such good friends who make me laugh every single day. I love my family who continue to teach me life lessons, I love my boyfriend who loves and supports me no matter what, I love my friends who stick with me through thick and thin. I’m so glad I didn’t “peak” in high school and I still don’t understand why a lot of people think high school is the time of your life. I do have fond memories, but equally awful ones as well even though I don’t think about them too much anymore. I’ve been really good at this staying positive thing the last couple years.
It’s amusing watching my younger siblings go through the same dramas I did in school, I always try to remind them high school is not that important in the end and it hardly should count that much in the game of life - I really hope they learn eventually.